Have you ever wanted to feel sad?
i was telling a couple different friend that a couple months
ago that thought crossed my mind. I kinda wanted to feel sad. Not devastated or
depressed mind you, but just sad.
Julie thought it sounded peculiar, and Scotty said “i don’t
know what’s wrong with you guys!” (Referring to Billy & i).
Yes, i think it’s strange too, i did not hide that. I said
it was strange.
And when i was talking with God about it, i was very
careful. I didn’t pray to be sad. I did not want anything to happen to my
family or to become heart-broken soon. i just hadn’t felt sad in a while.
I was kinda cruising along in life. There was nothing
supergreat, nothing that really got me down. I had learned contentment and
trusting God for everything.
But the thing was, without feeling sad, life felt kinda
It’s like the goo goo dolls song “When everything feels like
the movies, you bleed just to know you’re alive.”
Is it bad to want to feel sad sometimes? I think by feeling
sad, i can feel great joy. I mean if i’m happy that i’m sad- what does that
mean? Sad means there is some sort of hope. I don’t know.
I mean people watch scary movies or ride roller coasters to
get a rush. I gotta think other people feel this too about being sad. I watch
American Dreams or Scrubs because they make me cry sometimes. And that’s why
people love movies like Garden
We were created with emotions, so i think to feel sad
sometimes is a good thing.