the thing about living alone

i should be doing something productive, but i haven’t posted a blog in a while…

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I’m living alone this year- really
the first time in my life.

I’m not sure why. It seemed like a
good idea last year… but then this year when i was asked why i couldn’t really
remember why i was doing it… maybe to feel more like an adult… no, i don’t have any desire for that.. maybe so i
wouldn’t have the awkwardness of living with someone i was also leading… yeah that was it… and i
think i was thinking i would be living in the same complex or building as all
my friends…

 

It is a bit different, sometimes
lonely, sometimes  just weird to have so much
silence… and i live right by the street and double doors… so it can be freaky i
guess too… but i am getting used to it.

 

I do like being able to use the
bathroom with the door wide open or walk around naked or just do whatever i
want to in the house.

 

Unfortunately, i feel like i waste
a lot of time, and do wish i had someone to just hang out with…

But… i think i kinda like it

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2 thoughts on “the thing about living alone

  1. living alone always has its plusses and minuses… but choosing to not live with people you are leading (or being led by) is a good choice! i’m living with my acd and its mostly good, but can have its moments.

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